Flash Monster 2018

Happy Halloween!

Just a quick one… my story, Sawdust, has been placed in this latest flash competition from the might Molotov Cocktail. I was blown away by the quality of the other stories, and I was ecstatic after getting a couple of close but no cigar finishes in previous contests. Please follow this link to check out the top ten, and give yourself the chills!

The story will also be included in the next anthology, due next year. Updates to come.

Have a spooky night!

Ellipsis…

Afternoon, I hope everyone is enjoying the milder weather.

Just a quick update… I’ve had the wonderful pleasure of having a flash piece included in the second print issue from Ellipsis. There are whole host of excellent stories and writers included, and it’s well worth the cost. Any feedback greatly appreciated!

The issue can be ordered… here

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Eyes and Mouth

He closed the door to the dark room behind him and held the still dripping development up to the suspended bulb.

‘Describe it to me,’ he said, pulling the gag from her small mouth, her eyes gaping.

There was no scream, her eyes fixed on his. Moments ago she had been up on the mountain, having ignored tales of missing hikers.

Finally she turned her eyes to the photograph, remembering how excited she was when taking it.

‘It’s a field of tea plants,’ she said, wincing from the pain in her arms, tied tightly behind her back.

‘You can do better than that,’ the man said, his eyes softening. He was not unattractive, with a large chin and thick arms. ‘There must have been a reason, a feeling that compelled you to take it.’

She looked back at her photograph, puzzled.

‘Go on,’ he said.

She tried to concentrate on the image, to take herself back to the moment. It felt a world away, the distance between wonder and fear. Words floated around her head and her eyes shifted, only the scene in her vision, everything else faded to black.

‘I see an immaculate green carpet of tea leaves. So bright and vibrant you can see each blade… The field is lined with trees and carved in half by a trickling stream. Beyond, the rocky edge of the mountain looms up to the sky… The bony crevasses and folds are sprinkled with hairy tufts of undergrowth, like the back of an old dog… The bright white sky leads you in, urging you to discover what lies beyond…’

She continued to stare at the photograph, still lost in that moment.

‘Good,’ he said, appearing out of the darkness. ‘Now, what does this view mean to you?’

Her head sunk, the pain spreading through her body. Again she returned to that spot, looking back down the path towards her town, where her parents waited for her. She saw herself as a child looking back up at her and the mountain in wonder.

‘When I was young the rain would pour down from the mountain. My mother would call to me from the house as I skipped down the flooded path… I would lie on my bed and look up from my book through my window knowing that the mountain would always be out there. Even when the fog came down thick and heavy. It was always there… I celebrate new year with my parents by sending sky lanterns up into the night. They cascade up over the mountain, lighting it’s dark corners and we would sit outside and drink hot tea.’

She closed her eyes, pushing the tears down her cheeks and thought of her mother and father and the way they would smile at each other when they thought she wasn’t looking.

‘I knew you could do it,’ he said, dropping the photograph to his side. ‘That was beautiful. You could describe that scene to anyone in the world. They wouldn’t need to see this.’

She nodded, fixing the view from the top of the mountain in her mind. It is a fleeting sight, one she was snatched from too soon.

‘If people want to see the view they can come themselves,’ he said. ‘Photographs only cheapen this beautiful planet for lazy people. One day everyone will learn to use their eyes.’

 

A day later two policemen responded to a call from one of the tea farmers. A female body had been sheltered in one of the crevices near the foot of the mountain. Shining a torch over her body they leaned in closer.

The older policeman looked away, shaking his head.

‘Didn’t the lieutenant say there was body found last week without its eyes?’, he said. ‘I’m sure of it.

‘I think he said they also found a photograph in the victim’s mouth,’ the other said, reaching his fingers towards her blue lips.

Written for the Short Story and Flash Fiction Society 8th Flash Fiction Contest.

Happy News

‘I hope you’re all happy, because now I’m gonna tell you the bad news,’ the regional news presenter said, shuffling the papers on the desk in front of him.

The south-east of England searched for their remotes as their microwave dinners grew cold on their laps. Those that couldn’t find them ate through gritted teeth, as they heard about the end of the world. He loosened his tie as he explained that they were all going to die horribly.

The evening news had started unexpectedly with a piece on a litter a cute fluffy kittens being rescued from a burning building, and followed with a story on a young man helping a little old lady with her shopping. The presenter looked on edge though, maybe questioning his assumption that his audience would have chosen the good news first.

‘I know you may have grown weary of hearing the same bad news everyday, but this is real,’ he continued. ‘With the increase in obesity and disease, crime and poverty. Not to mention global warming, and the rising sea levels flooding most of your homes in next twenty years. Even if you do survive, what world will be left?’

The audience chuckled, assuming this was some sort of parody station they had happened upon. Their jaws relaxed and the lasagne tasted a little sweeter for a moment, until the man on the television began to cry.

‘This is real people. There’s no hope left. No superhero is going to come and save us. Bruce Willis can’t do anything. This isn’t the movies,’ he said, as the program controller snored behind the glass.

‘I won’t be giving you the news after today. I quit,’ he said, looking off camera. ‘There’s better things for me… There’s better things that we could all be doing. You’re jobs are pointless. It’s time to be with your families. Hug and kiss them. Spend time with them.’

The south east looked around at the strangers/pets/porcelain dolls they called family as they chewed a little slower. Those that had found their remotes and were watching a reality show grinned as they enjoyed their shepherds pie. They continued to be happy, working, sleeping, eating. Happy.

‘We’re all going to die,’ he repeated, making sure the message was taken in. ‘I would usually pass you over to the sport and weather, but they are meaningless. There are no winners, only losers in stormy weather.’

His tie had gone by this point. The tears had dried on his cheeks, leaving a salty glaze. He had lost his words, staring open mouthed into the camera, wondering, hoping that someone was listening.

‘Make the most of the your time,’ he said, starting up again. ‘Take that holiday you’ve been planning for years. I’ve always wanted to jump out of a plane.’

He pictured the people who were watching, those lucky few. Would they listen, did they care? He could see his editor stirring through the glass.

‘I quit. Do you hear?’

The phone rang behind the glass. A hand slowly took up the receiver.

‘Please stop him talking,’ the voice said.

‘Who is this?’ the programme editor said, rubbing the sleep from his face.

‘I’m his wife.’

‘Wait, what’s happening?’ the editor said, realising what was unfolding on the little screen in front of him.

‘This world is going to hell, and we need to go out and stop this nightmare,’ he said, shaking his fist at his side.

The editor stopped the feed and switched to the adverts as he continued. The on air light switched off and he patched his wife through to the studio.

‘Bobby?’ she said.

‘…what is the point? Gina?’ he said, hearing her voice. ‘Is that you?’

‘It’s me baby. I’m sorry.’

‘What the hell you do you want?’

‘I want you to understand that I’m still leaving you. But it’s not the end of the world.’

His head dropped, the memories of their first date, first kiss still thick in his mind. He wanted to forget, to be someone else, free of his life. The thoughts continued painfully, the thoughts he wanted to project onto everyone, anyone he could. Why should he have to suffer, how could so many live on with nothing to fear or hate.

‘Why did you have to do it?’ he finally found himself saying.

‘I’m so sorry baby,’ her voice said.

‘It’s over now. I’m leaving,’ he said, removing the microphone from his jacket.

As the south east watched a commercial for pet food he walked out of the studio, past the weatherman, down the corridor and out to his car.

As he drove away into the night, he realised he’d had the bad news. Now he waited for the good.

A Solitary Life

In the virgin atmosphere of this still planet a tree spreads its limbs. In the centre of a crater the size of Iowa it’s roots are burrowed deep into the grey crystals of dust. The tree was dead, suffocated, its soul locked away inside the timber sarcophagus. They ran their hands down the knobbled trunk in wonder at the knowledge within it’s circled guts. Up through the twisted skeleton of branches three moons filled the air a deep teal. Reaching up carefully they hung lights from its fragile boughs and stood back to admire the enduring testament to this forgotten life.

As a distant star appeared on the horizon the sky shifted to a sea green, a protracted shadow of wiry limbs cut against the mouth of the crater. They returned to their craft, dragging the shape of their gloom behind them. Three hours later, once the star had passed, they returned with a burden of slight gravity. At the base the blades began to spiral in flashing brilliance before taking their first bite of the dark crust. Shards of bark showered over them before they hit the dense heart of the trunk. Instantly the ground recoiled below them, the crater plunging in suspicion. They pushed on through the rings with perverse resolve as the ground shrunk below them.

The machine died as they evaluated their progress, the moonlight diminishing as the planet pulled them deep into it’s bowels to preserve the last sign of life.

Written for the Short Story and Flash Fiction Society 5th Flash Fiction Contest.

The Denial

She looks into my eyes one last time, trying to remember something that had long escaped her, then she turns to meet the gaze of the man beside her. From the far side of the table I watch them talk. Not listening to the words, just the sounds, the inflections in their tone. I study their faces, their reactions and expressions. Her voice lifts and I hear the saliva in her throat, the man grins and wets his lips. There is a pause as they both hold their breath. She looks from his eyes to his mouth, and the man bursts into words, crushed together into one eddying noise of excitement and reaches out a hand to touch her bare arm.

They laugh, but the sound is muffled and hollow. The noise sucked away into their still open mouths until there is nothing left. I feel at the sides of my head and my ears have shrivelled up, closing out my wife’s soft giggle. I try to call out but my lips won’t part, now fused together. I look at the two of them, their mouths still moving as they edge closer to each other.

I am invisible, as my ears, mouth and now nose, repel the senses around me. My head flat and smooth, as only my eyes are left to see the past I am leaving behind.

Still I watch my wife and this old friend as they talk and touch and laugh. I want to reach out and touch her one last time to feel that warm skin, the soothing pulse. But they look so perfect and I tell myself I only want her to be happy. So I stand and walk out and no one looks up, everyone deeply burrowed into their own world.

I walk down to the river looking into the eyes going past. Down by the water it is dark and I feel an evil in the air. Behind each pair of eyes I sense a desire for destruction, a deep chaos that they cannot shake. It is inside everyone, even me, but I cannot reach it. It’s lost, buried down below my jealousy and cynicism.

The water is a black curdled mess in the moonlight. Trees line the river blowing wildly, but I feel nothing. My skin hardened to an impenetrable crust. I try to tear and scratch it, but my body has closed off from pain and embrace.

On a bridge to my right a man clings to a railing, looking down at the wild dark water underneath. I try to shout, to scream, but my tongue is trapped and useless. I want to lift my arms, but they are too heavy. I close my eyes on him as he steadies himself to jump.

My eyelids tighten and pupils roll back and I see my wife again, looking at me, smiling, laughing.

I feel her warmth pulling me deeper and this is where I will remain.

Obsession

The package arrived with a Guernsey postage mark. Mary set it on the kitchen table along with the breakfast things while the children called up to Mark, who had yet to unwrap himself from the bed sheets. Guernsey meant it was from Uncle Pedro, and another strange toy for Mark. He wasn’t a real relation, rather an old neighbour from Mexico who had imposed himself on the young family. He was given the name affectionately by Mary, after arriving alone in the leafy suburb from Tijuana. Though he had now married and begun his own family he regularly sent a package.

On his first visit he watched Mark trying to solve a word puzzle in the local newspaper. He delighted in seeing this grown man thinking out loud, slamming his fist on the armchair and refusing to give up. Ever since Pedro had sent increasingly difficult riddles and puzzles for father to solve. So far each challenge had been completed.

Mark lay in bed thinking how his children were excited by Pedro’s flamboyance, how his wife looked at his green eyes and olive skin. He thought about this man’s obsession to defeat him, even from afar.

Finally making his way downstairs in his slippers and dressing gown, Mark could hear their excited voices. In the hallway he sighed and looked at his face in the mirror, his pale skin and receding hairline. He took a deep breath, lifted up his shoulders and pulled a smile for his family.

‘Morning all,’ he said, looking round at the beaming faces.

‘There’s another package from Uncle Pedro,’ said his two children, offering him the lumpy brown envelope. Mark kissed his wife on the cheek and took his seat at the table, his coffee and toast ready in front of him. Taking a bite from the thickly buttered slice, his children stared at him, waiting for the package to be opened.

‘Open it daddy,’ they said.

‘Go on, show us what it is Mr Grumpy,’ said Mary, squeezing his shoulder.

He took another bite and chewed slowly turning the package in his hands, delaying the reaction from his family. Pulling the corner, he prized away the tape and a ball of bubble wrap fell out into his hand. Considering its size, Mark thought it might be something simple like a Rubik’s cube, but pulling away the layers he was disappointed. Inside was a square wooden box, which he opened and inside found a metal sphere.

‘Oooooh. What is it?’ Mary and the children said.

The sphere was sliced like a hardboiled egg into segments, which were coloured alternately red and yellow. There were also Mexican styled symbols going round each segment, resembling a fish, a frog, a snake, a rat and a hyena. There was nothing else inside the box, no instructions, no letter from Pedro. Mark put the box and the ball on the table and took a bite of his toast.

‘Come on daddy. What is it?’

‘I have no idea?’ Mark said, shaking his head.

‘He’s got you this time,’ Mary said, pouring herself some juice.

‘He’s got you, he’s got you,’ the children sang, as they popped the bubble wrap in their little hands.

Once breakfast was finished Mark went back upstairs and left the box in the drawer of his bedside table. He took a shower, got dressed and once the children were ready took them down to the local shops. He bought them sweets, and they played on the swings and the roundabout and they forgot all about the box.

 

A week passed, Mark went to work and each night he entertained the children, as Mary ran a bath. Not once did anyone mention the box. The following Friday Mary drove the children up to her parents where they would stay until Sunday evening. Waiting for her to return Mark had a long shower, a shave and sitting on the edge of the bed he reached into the bedside table for his nail clippers. His hand felt the box and he flinched, and he looked over at the wooden grains in the light of the reading lamp. Finally he picked it up, took out the sphere and inspected the symbols further. He turned the segments until the symbols all lined up, but nothing happened. He settled back on the bed and continued twisting the sphere to try and make something happen.

When Mary returned home he was still naked on the bed, turning the sphere in his hands.

‘I think I’ve got the hang of it,’ he said, without looking up.

‘I thought you were going to make a start on dinner,’ she said, unravelling the scarf from her neck.

‘You go ahead. I’ll be down in a bit.’

Mark finally came down after Mary called for the fifth time.

‘Any luck?’ she said, as he bumped into the doorframe, his eyes on the shiny ball.

‘Not yet.’

He put down the ball for five minutes as he ate dinner.

‘Go on,’ she said, as he finished his last mouthful and looked up at her. ‘You can carry on with that. I’ll do the dishes.’

‘Thanks love,’ he said, and plonked himself on the sofa in the living room.

While everything continued around him Mark toyed with the puzzle, turning the segments back and forth, trying to make sense of the animals, as his wife cuddled up beside him and watched TV. Even after she left for the bedroom and static played on the screen, he continued until finally falling asleep at 4 o’clock.

‘How late were you on that thing,’ Mary said, as he stirred at about 11am sprawled across the sofa.

‘Not sure,’ Mark said, finding the ball still in his hands.

‘Come on. Give it a rest and I’ll make you some breakfast.’

Leaving it behind he ate the bacon sandwich then they went for a drive down to the gardening centre. Walking round the watering cans and bags of compost, all father could think about was the sphere, the ancient mystical symbols. What did it mean? He could hear Pedro laughing and mocking him, finally catching him out.

‘Slow down,’ Mary said, as they screeched round the corner onto their road.

Once inside the house he returned to the sofa and the ball. For weeks he continued, the sphere safely in his pocket, ready to use any available time. As his children played down the park. While his wife slept next to him. During his lunch breaks at work.

It had never taken this long before, maybe a week, but this time it was different. He started to wonder if it was even a puzzle. There had been instructions before, some guidance.

‘I still can’t do it,’ he said a month later.

‘Can’t do what?’ Mary said.

‘That new puzzle.’

‘I thought you’d given up on that.’

‘No. You mean you wouldn’t mind?’

‘Of course not.’

‘OK. I officially give up.’

‘You can’t win them all.’

‘Just don’t tell the children OK?’

‘Ok dear,’ Mary said, and they embraced each other.

My entry for the second short story competition with the Short Story and Flash Fiction Society. The prompt was obsession.

The first time…

The first time I see your face the jukebox crackles with static. The bass kicks in and the seventies throb through the crowd and I reach out before it engulfs you like smoke. Every time you giggle a part of me melts inside, forever useless to anyone else. I was drawn in by the low notes and high spirits, a chance to wet my throat. We leant close, woozy eyes locked, lips parted. Your words make me draw a deep breath. Suddenly we’re swept apart and I lose sight of you. I’m pulled under by the current into years of loneliness, but my memory of you hardens like a rock within me. The weight pulls me further down to despair, but the bass kicks in and a voice echoes out above me. I rub my eyes dry and your smile appears. For one breath you were lost to me forever.

Submitted to Writing Maps for their September competition. The prompt was… The first time.